Plastic Smiles

I'm tired of pretending to be happy when i'm not.
I seem to be losing everything that I've got.
Rejected, unwanted,
My dreams are haunted
By the madness in my life
And internal strife
That's killing me for years.
I'm bleeding silent tears,
Of hatred and regret.
How can i forget
Broken vows, shattered dreams?
I hear the screams
Echo in my head
Of hateful things that people said.
Deafening silence,suffocating air
Of the world that doesn't care.
I hate my life yet must I live
In a place I can't forgive
For all the pain it has inflicted.
Snatches of happines restricted
To plastic smiles in album pages
That veil the tears of ages...
Pretending to be happy when I'm not
Losing everything I've got.

Just For Vriti

Roomies in 1st year,you and me
New to our life in NID
And already,time to say goodbye
A year gone past in the blink of an eye
Days of tears and days of pleasure,
Memories i'll forever treasure.

Fallin asleeep,watchin' flicks
Late at night,gettin our kicks
Eatin' Doritos,biscuits,cheese,
Chocolate paste and warm coffees,
Dryin' our laundry,makin' our beds,
Rubbin' oil on each-other's heads,
Trudgin' up till the fourth floor,
Kantabai hammerin' on our door,
You loved makin' the room look snazzy
Your soft board was always jazzy,
Magazines,clothes,random books
Stuff hangin' on all the hooks,
Rack with no more place for shoes,
Waitin' for holidays,(waitin' for booze?)
Discipline form,jury prep,
Fourth floor students' rep.

Bein' roomies rocked, beacuse of you
Thank you girl for just bein you!

...endless words... no actions

... conversation... jabbber,jabber,jabber... talk... dialogue... "uh huh?"... sermon... monologue... bragging... "hmm"... nastiness... language... mutter... vocal... disagreement... argument... speak... think aloud... "ah ha!"... say... opinion... "and?"... words... speech... discussion... blabber... vocabulary... utter... suggest... blah,blah,blah... "hmph!"... articulate... rumor... oration... yak,yak,yak... whisper... "then?"... "er..."... mumble... debate... verbal volleyball... narrate... gossip... voice...etc.,etc.,etc....

Silent Night

No waking soul for miles around.
The neighbours slept through the awful sound
Of shattering beer bottles in the bar
And a lovers' quarrel gone too far...

"Get some sleep,it's getting late"
"Shut up,bitch, your nap can wait!"

He cornered her, he pushed her down
Then stripped her of her cringing gown
And ravaged her with blatant hate
Because she said it was getting late ...

She screamed for help but no one heard
A kitchen knife, a crimson beard
Cigarette burns and tangled hair
Stale alcohol reeking in the air.

A man must always have his way,
Or else,what will the neighbours say?

Her Nemesis was cold and violent.
The neighbours said the night was silent.